wedding over...... yeah!!

Finally... it's over... no more stress (for the time being).. :P really happy... enjoyed the night, enjoyed my honeymoon... heheeee... :P

went jap for my honeymoon... really nice... beautiful scenery n nice pple there... very courteous... although they dun understand wat i toking n i dun understand wat they toking, still managed to enjoy my shopping trip... they really provide gd service... very dedicated to their job... :) singaporeans shd really learn from them.. it's my best shopping experience... :)

we were very lucky.. although it's not the season for sakura, it's the season for mt fuji viewing.. our tour guide told us tt this is the best period for ascending mt fuji.. other times, it's either too cloudy or raining... :P

visited a few temples... nice architecture... resembles chinese temple alot.. except tt we have dragon on the roof while they hav deer horns... n my sis actually thot tt they hav banana on the roof when she saw the photos... haha... :P

juz removed my wisdom teeth yesterday morning.. it's really terrifying this time.. i think it's bcoz i already noe wat's going to happen... was really nervous... (partly bcoz dentist told me juz b4 start of operation tt i may permanently experience numbness in my lower jaws area) :P can feel tt this time it's a slightly more difficult extraction than last time... the dentist was struggling... :P now still feeling pain... nvm, luckily got games to keep me occupied.. haha.... off to playing games now.. :P

depression???

lately very emotional.. i'm like a walking landmine.. ready to explode any moment... hai~~ saw advertisement on tv regarding depression.. i think i fit all the description... loss weight? yup.. quite a few kilo.. maybe it's bcoz i'm trying to slim down? :P cry easily? yup... almost hav the urge to cry everyday.. any little thing can trigger my tears... shd i call 1800-223-1313?? hmmm... i'm so easily agitated lately.. keep having panick attack... so scary.. now juz hope everything come n go quickly..

really appreciate my mama n deliang for being so tolerating.. both of them saw most of the panick attacks tt i'm having.. both of them were shouted at every little things i can't tahan.. but both of them still stood by me and help me alot..

wat can i do to avoid having panick attacks again? any suggestion?

i think i shd relax now n go sleep liao... gd nite........................